M not in a good mood...
July 7, 2010
11:34 PM
M at the verge of breaking down...
Though divorcing isn't really a big deal, the real pain is always abt $$$ isn't it...
If we were to have more $$$, would this even be happening...
May b yes, but it definitely wont be this stressful to deal with...
M bottling up everything n it isn't gd for my health, but who can i relate to at this point n time...
I noe life is like a hurdle n it's getting tiring...
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& b'cuz of this n that, i hav merely any energy left for anything...
guess being the eldest son ain't that great, all the burden r starting to pile up... haish...
my frenz ask me why i dont wanna start a relationship...
my ans is that i dont hav the time n energy to do so... n wat for...
for now it's better to remain as frenz...
May b when i hav cleared the burden n my life is back to normal...
m juz not the type of person that would wanna trouble ppl...
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m gonna clear my studies n family issues, man i really need to be focusing rite now...
argh but the new CCK Campus is really making my life difficult...
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*Who can c the tears behind my smile*
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
Long Awaited new CCK Campus
July 2, 2010
1:06 PM
The long wait is about to be over...:)
The 3 wks of hols is abt to come to an end...
Didnt manage to meet all my sec school frenz, but m really happy when Thien Sen ask me out for soccer :)
Though m quite busy with stuff, but m quite happy to hav the spare time to do the thing that i like ~ ~ ~
M having less than amonth to my finale Exam, meaning it will be another month of waiting till i can post le ~ ~ ~ But still feel free to chat with me on msn n disturb me, haha :)
Hope u guys r doing great, too :)
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
Busy Moments ~ ~ ~
May 24, 2010
12:21 AM
Recently the time schedule had been a pretty hectic 1, it kinda put me into a rather bad mood situation... Well alot of responsibility had came down to me on how to manage my grp project n test/exam stuff... Didnt realise that it would be this tough in ITE too ! ! ! So to all my frenz out there, pls be more understanding if i dont text back or reply ur message immediately... Now i really cherish the time i had... n it's time for me to slp soon ~ ~ ~
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Somehow in the midst of living through this hectic moment, i felt empty for no god damn reason... may b it b'cuz i hav lost touch with some of my best frenz... God i really wish i could go out n hav a chat with them soon... I hope i could hav more time ~ ~ ~
Juz a unhappy busy man rite now :(
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
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April 24, 2010
1:10 AM
It had almost been a month since i last posted sth . . .
So much had happened . . . n so much of saddness had been built up all around me, strsss r piling up too . . . so little breathing space . . . haish . . . but life is definitely not as hectic as my JC frenz . . . m juz wishing to hav time to catch up with them . . .
Well life had not been that easy lately, juz venturing to the 2nd wk of yr 2, our project n course work r piling up like crazy . . . but it's funny to look at our yr 1 jr. they brought me so many flash-back of my yr 1 school life . . .
Let us juz hope that all our effort wont be put into waste . . .
Year 2 also means that i had been with my schoolmate/frenz for more than a yr, sometimes getting to noe ur frenz more isn't the best thing in the world . . . but u get to c their true colour n get to noe them more . . . finding some frenz that r being typical & it really pisses me off . . . while some r being AA(Attract Attention), the best is that my class hav got classmate that comes in a package of this scumbag quality . . . but some of my bet frenz r not really c-ing it, seriously m hating girls for being so fake (zhou-zhou) . . . ppl who uses on top to think can c rite through it . . . but well wat can i say, juz take it has the male dominating hormones took over their brain . . .
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Evil ppl nv ceased to appear . . . >:(
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*To my late Gu Poh, hope u wont suffer in ur afterlife . . . ur story hav make me grown so much . . . will always remember u . . . :)
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
A long day...
March 20, 2010
5:41 PM
Well during yesterday, my mum n i went out together for the whole day... it had been quite some time since we can go out together le bah... Hav u ever realise how much ur pareant hav aged while providing us our needs... i tend to notice that n b'cuz of that the sour feeling came n took over my heart again... i mean it really make us appreciate all the thing they hav done (well may-b except for some... haha...) I find ppl who were born in our parent era hav stronger tolerents, they seem so strong or it juz that ppl in our era r weaker in term of endurance...???
Anyway, i went out with mum to settle her matters, while ltr she accompany me for my check-up... the waiting for the check-up is damn long, but the process of check-up is rather fast... hav my X-ray done n is still waiting for my result... It had been more than six month since i could last run le bah... n yet my left leg probs haven really been solve yet then NS is coming soon... sianx ~ ~ ~
Ltr that day, my mum n i decided to catch a movie called "juz another pandora box", it was quite funny as it took quite a number of classic scene frm other movie n re-act them in a very funny way... cant say i didnt enjoy that...!!!
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
Should have stick with my decision...
March 12, 2010
11:45 PM
Well this was wat i aim to c, which ltr turn-out to b dissapointing as i cant get close enough to get pics, but hav to say that he look stunning ~ ~ ~ rock on Xiao Gui
Yucky ice-cream...
So many food & so little stomach....
Somehow the quatity of order turns out to b alot more...
SAKAE SHUSHI....
When i compromises other, who is going to compromise me (think abt it)... m super sad...:( I love the shushi, shopping n stuff... but my onli wish didnt come true... i hav waited for so long, to get a dissapointing result is damn depressing... I didnt noe how serious it was when i got back & found myself with a broken heart ~ ~ ~
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Well juz now when out with wee sen, sanly n samantha, it's kinda random ~ ~ ~ so juz wanna go out hav fun n relax... went randomly shopping for stuff here n there...
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Looking back, i think i hav make a mistake ~ ~ ~ Lesson learn : )
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
WooHoo...!!!
March 10, 2010
6:45 PM
Yeah !!!
Finally exam wk is over... OMG i feel so relieve rite now... but still not in holiday mood yet, don't noe why ?! May-b m juz worry abt the release of result bah... Hope it will a Great piece of news, when i hear it...!!! But well i hav not been posting on the past few wks due to revision, hope it pay off...!!! GPA must go ^ ^ ^ ... :)
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Well i hope there will be gd news everywhere ~ ~ ~ Wish that my hols r all pack with event... so to all frenz out there : " I'm free at last, faster jio me " While Stock Last !!! Hahaha... kk enough of that... Lastly Happy Holidays to all my beloved frenz....:)
---[Have A Nice Day :)]---
The long wait is about to be over...:)
Well this was wat i aim to c, which ltr turn-out to b dissapointing as i cant get close enough to get pics, but hav to say that he look stunning ~ ~ ~ rock on Xiao Gui
Yucky ice-cream...
So many food & so little stomach....
Somehow the quatity of order turns out to b alot more...
SAKAE SHUSHI...
