It hav been a long day 4 me, i hav studied , work n getting emotionally unstable !!!

The working n studying part wasn't that bad , but it was the confrontation that hurt me the most...

It happened when i had enoug of my bro crap n the way he treated mom...

i seriously couldn't take it anymore

I believed that even 4 a guy with a super high amount of tolerance lvl will also soon burst into anger...

But all the confrontation was in vain as i realised my bro hav fallen into a dark n vicious pit...

I felt so useless upon couldn't make him wake up from his senses the worse part was i noe that he was drifting furthur away from mom n i , but i cannot musther enough strength to pull he back...

I juz dont understand y some ppl like living in a denying world...

Buying branded stuff to keep up with frenz , wasting $$$ on crap is that all he wanted...

y cant he juz woke up n face reality...

Buying this branded things juz to get attention n stay in the clique is that more important than kinship...

y cant he weigh the issue , y cant he c his problems n y muz he hurt the 1 that given life to him y...!!!

But if it wasn't 4 the chat with wee sen , i may still felt the heavy burden

But it wasn't over yet...i noe

Wat can i do , i m still lost..........